Beauty; A Great Quest

I worry, I weigh three times my body I worry, I throw my fear around But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain


By the time I recognize this moment This moment will be gone But I will bend the light, pretend that it somehow lingered on Well all I got's

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

And I will wait to find If this will last forever And I will wait to find If this will last forever And I will pay no mind When it won't and it won't because it can't It just can't It's not supposed to

Well all I got's
ooh ooh oh-J.Mayer






At some point in your life, you'll find that you've been searching for something. You'll realize, every road you've taken has lead you back to the very same place you're sitting in today. Maybe you'll open your laptop and tell the world about it or perhaps you'll just tell one person of your travels. All I could think about is why I was on this search; this great quest to find meaning because it is already all around me. It is in the laughter of my niece and nephew, it is in my mother's eyes, and it is in the breath I breathe. Someone once told me, "don't ever go a day without looking around you because life is beautiful." Once I ended the search, the meaning of such words were finally understood.
Beauty is in everything we see and just when it catches you looking, it also reveals the most important, life-altering messages. I may not have a lot of things, in fact, i've never had a lot of anything but what I have been lucky to have is strength--the relentless dedication to move forward from situations I did not know I could. No one is going to change or make your life better but you. Stop the search because everything you need to survive is at your disposal awaiting your claim.there is no place better than the place inside of you where all the meaning and answers are. So, this search was for what? Everything I want to be I already am--a working -progress, a budding woman, a writer and a friend. My eyes are wide open, seeing what life has intended for me to see. And if you've seen some of the things I've seen, you'd be smiling too. When you're out here, you
Wish yourself well because you're all you have.
No one will come around when it isn't beneficial to them. I am not saying there aren't exceptions to the rule but even the exceptions won't make an exception for you. But you'll grow. You'll learn this is all ok--that life is ok just the way it is...-HB